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Content warning: allusions to child trauma

I am 3
I like dolls
My doll is my best friend
We share clothes

He is 33
I am his doll
He wants to marry me
He wishes I was older

I am 3
I want to marry him when I am big
So I do what he says
In my doll’s dress

He is 33
He smells like mommy’s cigarettes
He asks me to pose
He groans because I listen so good

I think he is my friend

I am 33

I understand

I was not a doll

To pose

To play with

I was 3

He was 33